July 15 07 One of e very bz days 4 me. went to pg(m'sia) in e morning n then headed dw to a family event....

Mum s slpy. bt she s ever ready to pose 4 my cam,
yes of coz with my constant pesterings..

Fr e lks of it u kn I am shagged..!!!
I hv no idea ow some women wear those stuffs e whole day freakinG HoT..

bT e best part ws I looked great haha My bangles.. Nice??

Hi peeps.. we meet again,.!!!
hmm..havin countless arguments wif Lib over tiny winy matters, bt trust me peeps he reali kns ow to handle a gurl like me. when I aspect hm to cal me when I am mad he doesnt n when things r much cooled he calls me out of e blue n chats as f nothing happened. He always try to make up al e arguments by bringing me out somewhere nice. how sweet!! e other day he brought me to marche.It ws a great dinner despite e fact v hd to rush.e irritating, super annoying cashier guy who kept hinting us tat he wans to close hs cashier,but who cared abt him man I ws busy indulging in gd fd yet again.. yoohoo. sun, went over to Lib's apartments stayed there till noon,since i hd nuthing much to do @ hm coz mum went to werk on a SUNDAY cn u believe that.. she s such a workaholic.hopefully one of her offspring follows her trait.Count my sis out.. mb me.. oh me Juz dream on!!!!
Me n Lib went over to cineleisure our usual pl n wanted to c wat movie ws stil available.Only pirates hd late nites.. bt I already watched it wif kas.. I wil never forget e day I went with her to catch the movie, e day it ws released wasnt planned at all we went to watch it @ J8. Crowded +++ Folks in their pirates makeover sum reali looked scary(so not cool). replicas of jack sparrow,elizabeth lol. I ws waiting 2 catch a glimpse of davy jones bt no1 came with a squid on their face..hahahaha Dream On again..
Now eagerly awaiting e arrival of Shrek3 as usual gona c it wif Lib. he makes a very gd movie partner. we bth hv e same taste 4 movies tats xplains y r v together. As days goes by I am starting to get very att to him, after hs track session today poor fellow he ws very exhausted!! I went over 2 c hm 4 awhile, he thn ordered pizza, I kn u muz b thinking y is tis gurl always eating .. I think i am juz too happy being wif him.helped hm tidy hs rm, he ws nicely tucked in hs bed & guez wat i ws doing??? watching hm slp.. he looked juz lyk a lil kid to me.
LIB i m missing u again,!!!!thanx for being part of me..Ur unconditioned love,pampering touches, ur smiles.. I am obsessed wif u man.!!!
ok... sleepy nw be back sn.

1/5/07 Holiday= shopping,Dating,ice creams,movies!!!!

Ph r my fav..and this 1st may I actually did a couple of exciting things with my frens and loved ones..

e night b4 I went to my bestie's hse slacked at her pl till morning 6am thereafter went for a very late supper wif mr lib @ jk..we wer dead hungry bt when v hd e dishes infront of us v wer like so lazy to eat ..it started raining very heavily n i went hm to rest..e next day I ws scheduled to mt my frens up at vivo at 5 .. n Guez wat?? I ws late again,wk up at 4pm.. only reached ther at 6pm..lucky thing they werent mad..this ws like our 2nd or 3rd outing 2gether I din expect it to b this fun.,gossips, clothes,werk,sch..,chatted n chatted n v stil hd alot mre to talk.. bt due to e time constraint we hd to disperse 'sighs'... it ws indeed very memorable outing 4 me as tis ws my 1st trip to vivo..seeing e shops ther e sale $$$..I plan to do my own treasure hunt sn... haha..Lib wanted to watch spidy3 bt when i met him at e destination al e tkts wer sold..eng wah muz hv earned millions tat very nite.. islandwide tkts wer selling fast n sg porean u kn e 'kiasu' wer buying em in bulks..oh man tis peeps juz so sick..argh!! Then we went over to cineleisure 2hrs b4 e showtime no tkts as wel..sians.Pple streaming in fr every corners.Final take ws @ cathay picturehouse..Praise e lord we grabbed two tkts,thou it ws a late nite show, we din wana miss it.Mr Lib suggested we hv ice creams so we went up to ben & Jerry's,Indulging in sinful calories yet again..yummy..I didn't expect spiderman to b this gd.e graphics, e storyline simply fabulous.. tobey maguire ws a hotty.."ahem'..sad thing tat he hs a kid.u kn shit happens at times., oh yea btw My mum's bd 1 day after labour day got her a ring, and a fresh durian cake..durians r my best frens 2.Tat ws my sin No.2,

I am waiting e arrival of a couple of movies: pirates,28weeks,etc.

With e countless assignments in sch n long hrs I smetimes wonder ow m i gona squeeze e time 4 movies..Tis yr hd bn very bz n too many suprises to handle,frens getting use to e dating world, nvr expect tat person cud also love some1 hee..cool isnt it?. P act called me up e other day n told me tat I md a diff in hs life hopefully its a (+) impact..k's bf n me hv sort tings out, he gt abig time ego prob, n finally tings r resolved..I m getting abit slpy here, nd to get up to follow sam to ttsh, exploration process starts 2mrw.. vivo here I come...ZzzzZZzz

Exams over, attachments over, results out( satisfactory),.Lib went into a new job,nil communication btn dad n me..sighs' k n her bf having probs..Shit happens.. MEN!!! so many updates to write over a short period of time..20 yr old Bi*ch gt onto my nerves on e 24th..
..Cnt expect me to smile at u e next time i see ur disgusting,sloppy face again..The daily guide to controlling one's emotions doesn't apply to me when I c bi*ches lyk her..Temper going haywire 4 e past few weeks..cant blame it on pms or anything its juz me!!!!
No one ever understood me Like hw my mum does not even my dad,.. he has his ways and i hv mine cant be agreeing to watever he says..He realises his mistakes and making attempts to strike up conversations bt I aint prepared to hv 1.. I still love him alot.
Sch vacations r here again.I am cracking my head thinking of what to do..probably be catching up with my pals..its been quite some time since I spend time with k..she s goin thru tough times gotta b there for her.Wanted to gv her a surprise today bt laziness in evolution..
KKh posting fun enjoyed e posting, saw a fetus got a lil depressed..due to social issues he had to be gone.....
IMh, dislikes e posting noisy, stuffy, arrrggh... all these added up to grumpiness ++++
The two things that kept me going ws my family and LIB..
Lib: A guy worth giving ur heart to.
pampers me +++
Listens attentively
Includes me In all his future planning( Love that)
Mistakes done and corrected doesnt repeat it again.
Loves me for who I am.
In short A guY worth Spending Ur precious time And energy on...!!!Love you..!!! where were you??? ...I waited 4 sum1 like u to shelther me fr disaster.. thank god I ws nt late....

NRo507 Class gathering was so fun,.me @ sam running ard getting things done..Finally its over. E mousse cake we bought had only a single candle symbolizing tat we r entering our final yr of battle in another two weeks time.. boy, time flew past juz like that.Being the class leader wif strong members by my side no big deal pal.. I am gonna miss you guys upon graduation.. Loads of love to all e angels..

hey .. I'm kinda lazy to blog nowadays, thou hv loads of tings to share.Life seems to b swirling ard. My mind n body looks as if they dun belong together.I hv hd pple coming up to me n slapping me wif their words.. asking me to 'WAKE UP'!..hmm 2 many things crossing my hemisphere.Nil interaction seen.. 2nd yr coming to an end 2 weeks more to exams..
wat am i gona do man.. I wana excel.. But y ? y? y so many distraction. My dad warned me but y din i take his advice.. I feel that i am juz tying a cloth ard my eyes n walking across a pole 20 storeys high..wil i fall?? I dun know e answer for that as well.!.been hurt, verbally abused, cried so much til ther's hardly any tears left to shed!!!! I hv no more energy left to antagonize any1..

Hold my hand and I'll take you there, somehow, someday, somewhere."

'Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you so tight..!!!"

He doesnt want 2 forgive..nt wanting to comment hw many countless times I hv forgiven hm..He chose his ways n I dn wana do anything against.
When e day comes when he realized hw remorseful I felt abt 2dy I hope I aint far away..No one else is to b blamed Its all ME!! Understood n accepted..!! Feeling of hopelessness,sorrows overpowering me..'U pushed me a few steps n nw I feel as thou I hv moved far far away!!!..

E nw yr, many nw tings.,nw rules, friendship's on e rocks..partially sud blame myself.. I can nvr kp a bestie 4 life.. its always tat i fl very pressured when I m ard her, she is wonderful bt sometimes i juz wan u 2 kn i cnt b ther 24 hrs physically..Love life seems so different nw.. things r sailing very smooth.. n I am having a pleasant journey, seen alot of changes in hm.,
I seek for ur forgiveness 4 causing so much of hurt..I too changed myself 4 e better..
I sensed tat i develop sum deg of possessiveness over him.I tried my luck fooling ard wif him.. n when he did e same ting i felt very pissed.. Women wil always b Women..
I hate sharing my stuffs..Nw u realise wher I hv placed u..!!! Sch's tough.,bt coping wel enuff..
I wish things to get better btn me n 'k' juz wish...'sighs'.she sud stop talking abt her bf 4 e timebeing getting tired of old tales, n dn expect me 2 cl u all e time..I reali fl so blank when we run out of tings to talk,,!!!!Goto tel tis 'k' bt i do respect ur friendship...
In my own world............. i am dreaming away...........!!!!!!